Category Archives: Along the Continuum

Fleshing the fat from the meat

communication

The problem with communication is that we are more often taught how to speak, but not taught how to really listen. We make it all about us when it really isn’t…

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a few small things

A small promotion with a small raise. It makes life a little bit more doable. for now… Still out there searching tho.

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Daniel Boone, Wendell Berry And I ~ Kentucky

Daniel Boone, Wendell Berry And I ~ Kentucky.

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heartworm

n. a relationship or friendship that you can’t get out of your head, which you thought had faded long ago but is still somehow alive and unfinished, like an abandoned campsite whose smoldering embers still have the power to start … Continue reading

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vellichor

n. the strange wistfulness of used bookstores, which are somehow infused with the passage of time—filled with thousands of old books you’ll never have time to read, each of which is itself locked in its own era, bound and dated … Continue reading

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ambedo

n. a kind of melancholic trance in which you become completely absorbed in vivid sensory details—raindrops skittering down a window, tall trees leaning in the wind, clouds of cream swirling in your coffee—briefly soaking in the experience of being alive, … Continue reading

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shifting

something that’s been rolling around in my head for a bit now…. There’s a bit of a shift in my soul these days.   The threads of my tapestry, where they had been so closely woven with no room for … Continue reading

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the deepest cut

It’s easier when people die.  Death is so very rational, so very black and white. Death means we will never see them again, no matter how much our heart hurts over that loss.  We understand the finality of physical death. … Continue reading

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disillusioned dreams

in my dream walking lamp-lit streets i read your name on every street sign, see your face reflected in storefront window panes. in my dream your footsteps echo with mine thru dark alleys. as i stumble i feel your hand … Continue reading

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package deal

I’m a package deal. I come with baggage and ghosts, family and friends. Good. bad or otherwise, these are relationships that don’t get turned off and on at will for convenience. When I give my heart, I do it fully. … Continue reading

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acceptance

just because I accept something doesn’t mean i have any peace about it.  it only means i’ve acknowledged it’s outside my sphere of influence…..

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leaving some things behind

bdsm…. It’s been almost 3 years since I ventured into my local community. Learned a lot.  Had a bunch of fantastic experiences. Learned a lot.  Met a bunch of cool folks, and even made good friends along the way. BUT, … Continue reading

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acceptance and understanding

acceptance doesn’t mean I condone how this was handled. understanding doesn’t take away the hurt in my heart, I am the last person you ever had to lie to, or manipulate….    

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not easy

Nope.  I’m not easy.  But, I’m not particularly difficult, either.  Complicated? Well….I prefer to think of it as…many faceted.  I’m human, after all. My love of Black n White notwithstanding…..Few things in life are actually black and white. Mostly, I … Continue reading

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“If she’s amazing, she won’t be easy. If she’s easy, she won’t be amazing. If she’s worth it, you wont give up. If you give up, you’re not worthy. … Truth is, everybody is going to hurt you; you just … Continue reading

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