
I can’t be your hero. I know what you said and it touched deep in my heart.
But I can’t be. I can barely maintain flight some days, let alone soar in the way I need…the way I desire.
What happens when I falter and fall? Do I become less in your eyes? Do I disappoint?
Not something I want to do. I disappoint myself at times.
It’s not about me feeling worthy or not worthy. It’s more about expectations attached to being on a pedestal. What are yours for me, placed so high above? And how far I can fall without even knowing….


Trying to live up to some one else’s expectations?
how hard that would be,
how wise you are to back away gently…
I think I have been.
But that’s not his….it’s mine.
I am flattered he thinks so highly of me. I have much fear about all this.
Scared to death I’ll fail and fall from grace so to speak.
And that’s not mine…it’s his…
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