I’ve had some serious energy leakage the past few weeks. I am struggling to keep all the threads of my being from literally tangling at my feet and tripping me as I walk.
I find myself weepy and unable to keep that which holds me together from spilling out from the very core of my being. I can’t pick them up and shove them back in fast enough…let alone keep them all from twisting and knotting in a wretched mess. All I can do is watch..unable….
The life of me is much more frenetic than I can handle right now. I’m left watching…and wanting….Solid ground. Temperance. Understanding. Direction.
Sands of Time 
((hugs)) Sometimes things just get so big inside don’t they?
I find that sleeping on the ground and sitting against trees to be the thing to do at times like these.
And a change of pace. Getting away might be really good for you right now if you can manage it. Some girl time or some retreat time. REmember my friends I told you about on the Big Island. You’d feel all put back together after a couple days with them.
You are sooo welcome to email me if you need someone to listen sweet friend.
I love you. ((big hugs))
*smile* I walked the beach this morning. A bit better for the moment. I can’t seem to ground myself tho.
Can’t afford (time off) to get away right now after having a visitor all last week…. but I may take that glider ride again soon.
We didn’t get to the Big Island during his visit either…maybe in March after my Roommate moves back to the mainland.
Thank you for the offer, sweet sister. Love you!!
oh…I can’t seem to comment anywhere but here today. so this is the funny for you
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u5hJWBow2HU
Silly, silly, silly men!!
LikeLike