I found these looking for something to focus on this morning. You can view them here
I need a Brain Dump…..badly.
Meditation is almost impossible in my apartment and when it is possible, I end up falling asleep.
Masturbation leaves me even more horny. Considering I’ve been masturbating endlessly for the last few days, I an insatiable, growling mess.
Ever since I returned from Colorado three weeks ago, it’s as though my brain shifted….I’m disconnected and fragmented…thoughts come rapid fire and leave just as fast…flowing through but not really being able to tap what I need. Dreams come and go leaving me waking suddenly in the dark night. Confused and anxious. Rarely do I awake refreshed…
*sigh*
Not sure how to come back to center…
Sands of Time 
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Those are beautiful images. I’m looking forward to viewing them in a minute.
I think you kinda summed up the sort of meditation you need with the ‘disconnected and fragmented’ remark.
Call yourself back to center in the same way you would if you were doing an invocation and then make a nice big tap root and sink it in. Use what you draw in to cleanse your chakras and aura.
Eat some meat, go for a good long walk and get the paints out or something so that you can do another sort of meditation that’s both grounding and expressive. You’ll soon feel better. ((hugs))
I’m going to the beach in the morning for some meaningful mindlessness. There I can sit for a bit and draw myself into the sand and the sea.
It’s funny you say that about the meat….I’ve been craving it more and more…unusual for me…so I’ve been eating it….probably more these past few weeks than in the entire year I’ve been here. ((hugs))
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