Category Archives: Relationships

complexities

Lions & Tigers & Bears, oh MY

She pushed open my half closed door to relay the latest about her ex’s new antics. It wasn’t the abruptness of having the door flung open. It wasn’t the loudness of her voice invading my space so early in the … Continue reading

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I Thought

I thought people could: Accept me Accept my faults Accept my strengths Accept friendship Accept caring Accept kindness I thought people would: Have compassion Act with integrity Be kind Be considerate Be honest Not take me out of context ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ … Continue reading

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Carousel of Time

In less than two weeks my oldest will turn 26. Imagine that. How the heck did it happen? He’s done good for himself. Parents are only a foundation, a base. As parents, we can’t take all the credit. To do … Continue reading

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Protection

And the subject of that first meeting/date. That’s generally coffee, beer or food in a very public place for me. And usually a place of my choosing. Good, sound advise, right? I’m always on the order of 15-20 minutes early. … Continue reading

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Sealed

Inside the doors are sealed to love Inside my heart is sleeping Inside the fingers of my glove Inside the bones of my right hand Inside it’s colder than the stars Inside the dogs are weeping Inside the circus of … Continue reading

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Acceptance & Bisexuality

I was in 6th grade when I realized my feelings for boys were on an equal par with my feelings for girls. I liked the look of girls bodies as much as boys. Their lips, the curves and bulges. And … Continue reading

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Privace, Solitude, Space & Living Arrangements

I realized today that for only a brief 6 months in the summer of 1978, I have only lived totally and completely alone for 11 months out of my 49+ years. Sure, I was a single parent more than once. … Continue reading

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We Never Really Know

Today I will confront a friend. Not any friend but my best friend of 24 years. We were pregnant together, nursed each others children, she helped deliver my youngest at home. We know each others darkest secrets, pain, fears, joys … Continue reading

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Notes to Self…truths, wants & desires

I’m clearer now and my thoughts from yesterday are more organized on a conversation about jealousy, possessiveness, independence, privacy, solitude, commitment, and where I’m at… I can’t and won’t sell myself to anyone. It’s why I have so much trouble … Continue reading

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Ch-ch-ch-changes

This week turned me upside down. Over and over, rolling and tumbling… Amazing. Fuckin’ Fantastic. Wonderous. I feel like I’m coming out of a long sleep. Out of hibernation. Shaking the cobwebs loose. The sun is a bit brighter, my … Continue reading

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Over Thinking & Expectations

With a lot of trepidation my blog cherry is finally popped. No fuss, no muss…the encouragement to post this really came from the unexpected, LOL!! This was an e-mail to a friend after an ongoing conversation about expectations and hating … Continue reading

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