Category Archives: Relationships

complexities

tossing away

Seems I’ve been pretty good about getting rid of men in my life the past week. Two down. The first after being smacked upside the head with an answer to what I thought was a pretty innocuous inquiry about Muse’s … Continue reading

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2nd law of thermodynamics applied

entropy (or decay) represents the amount of energy input to the system which does not participate in work done by the system. It’s easy to be selfish. [Left alone, all things move towards entropy] It’s harder to be selfless. [The … Continue reading

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Card Games

From 1 April 2010 Cutting the deck in order to purposefully deal the Joker means we may win the current hand but not a subsequent one. Once we play the Joker this way,  we cede all power.  It’s not safe … Continue reading

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tabula rasa

If experience is an accumulation of everything we have done and seen up to this very moment in time, is it possible to ignore that past and begin again?  Or is it more like beginning a new chapter of a … Continue reading

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popcorn

I haven’t made the popcorn yet.  The movie is paused.

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tears….

oceans of saltwater tears spill down her cheeks grateful is she to find an open door, a candle illuminating his room and love for her still in his heart….

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parry

And with what do you bait the Devil? chocolate? wine? clean sheets and dusting? hot dogs? corsets? floggers? needles? pasta? broken bed springs? trips to paradise? the sirens song? standing tall she baits him by offering nothing but herself….

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never

never seem to have enough words to express my love for you never seem to think you notice what I do is the translation so clumsy you cannot understand? or do you just prefer not to see?

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wise man, wise woman

wise is the man who takes the time to refill her cup wise is the women who spills not a drop wise is the man who gives no more than she can drink wise is the woman who savors his … Continue reading

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et tu?

And….what is it you want from me if I still have a fuck load of work to do?

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thoughts on time management

I’ve been struggling with both sides of a debate of sorts related to time management, and poly relationships. From those who feel others are always asking for more time to those who don’t think they get enough time or the … Continue reading

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blood bath

Blood pools on the floor, pours from the windows, seeps between cracks in the castle walls. Rivulets of red trickle down the hills tainting the sea below. Hands of the King covered in blood Rosy lipped Maidens lay dead on … Continue reading

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you decide

It matters not what was said, or when, or how often the sisters called each other for support. When the day is done, they keep their own counsel as what is true and authentic for each one of them. Look … Continue reading

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of butterfly wings and kisses

she fluttered about lazily before gently landing on my shoulder; whispering in my ear a song of sadness of strength and of love… my pen no longer flows for him. we walk together in this, you and i. i replied, … Continue reading

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on turning back time

No, wishing to turn back the clock of time won’t help. Or waving magic wands for an undoing of some sort. What bought us to this place of evaluating, of questioning, of sorting out ourselves and others were the actions … Continue reading

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