Category Archives: Lost in Paradise

pedestals

I can’t be your hero. I know what you said and it touched deep in my heart. But I can’t be. I can barely maintain flight some days, let alone soar in the way I need…the way I desire. What … Continue reading

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Heading out….

I don’t know where, yet The greater southwest New Mexico Arizona Southern Cali Maybe the Northwest coast I know I’m done with what I needed from here And it’s starting to feel too lonely and too frenetic at the same … Continue reading

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Those darn strings of mine…

I’ve had some serious energy leakage the past few weeks. I am struggling to keep all the threads of my being from literally tangling at my feet and tripping me as I walk. I find myself weepy and unable to … Continue reading

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For Thanks Giving Day

If you’re not playing this you outta be because it just isn’t Thanksgiving ’till Arlo sings. Hope you are taking a moment to Give Thanks today because we all have something to be thankful for.

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where does it go

where does Love go when it’s heavy of heart and weary of war? when there is nothing left to give….when we refuse to receive….when Love turns into indifference? does it float off into the sphere somewhere and wait patiently for … Continue reading

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Soulful

I just can’t seem to shake it….my yearning for him. Another voice I can’t do without. I picked this one to dance with my son at his wedding. *smile* Thinking about him today too. Feeling a bit heartsick and lonely. … Continue reading

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for only a morsel

i have so much in my head right now…i am so much in my head right now. the noise hasn’t come back but at the same time there is a thin veil obscuring my vision and clarity of thought. the … Continue reading

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fill me up…yes, i'm

thinking about you. yesterday it bought a smile… but today…well, i’m so very tired…and today i miss you…i really, really do. i don’t even know what i’m doing here…lost in paradise without you… i’m wanting, and waiting, and loving anyway…but … Continue reading

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Listen to my heart….

Love you…Yeah, I sure do. *smiles*

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A Million Miles

I dreamed of you this morning. I think it was a dream. Sensations so real…how could I be dreaming? It’s that half state between waking and sleeping, more asleep than awake, when I am aware of your presence. I feel … Continue reading

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The Days Grow Longer

I’ve always had a strong social network despite my ability, my absolute ease at being alone with myself most of my life. Inside myself. My roommate leaves for Korea in a few weeks. His girlfriend returns to Colorado. A good … Continue reading

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No Context

no context, no direction, no bearing….literally speaking because figuratively is a horse of a different color…and I’m starting to feel very much like Dorothy again…

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