Category Archives: Fear

inside

your hand on my back pressing hard. burning, crawling under my skin. inside my soul demanding; do NOT fight ME. felt, heard, obeyed. exhale release….

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distractions

I have kept myself busy the past few days in an effort to distract my mind from wandering into to the darkness of anger and blame. Music plays on the computer from the time I get up until after I … Continue reading

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Not on MY Dime-Censorship IS Alive and Well in America at Amazon

Not with my support and HELL NO, not with MY money. Yes Maynard, it seems Amazon has taken to deranking popular book titles left and right, mainly by GLBT authors,  but also “some” erotica, feminist titles, self help sexuality information … Continue reading

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Practicing what you preach

We’ve talked a lot the past week, he and I…my Colorado muse.  Allowing me to vent my fears, and at the same time going to great lengths to soothe my increasing angst.  I’m walking a line between freaking and being … Continue reading

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No Context

no context, no direction, no bearing….literally speaking because figuratively is a horse of a different color…and I’m starting to feel very much like Dorothy again…

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31

That’s how it was again yesterday morning. Gazing in awe at Pikes Peak and the Front Range. A light dusting of snow reminds me that summer here is fleeting at best. It was 31 years ago Wednesday when I woke … Continue reading

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Tears of Rage

Pre-meditation daze before I knew I was not crazy. I find interesting my choice of words knowing virtually nothing of meditation techniques, or BEing, or disconnecting…..At the time I wrote this I was enrolled in the class and was due … Continue reading

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