Category Archives: Along the Continuum

Fleshing the fat from the meat

venting

He told me 6 weeks ago to “My life is better off without you in it. Leave me alone.” this was after I told him he was an Ass and rude to me in my house. OK, So be it…..I … Continue reading

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chaos

I am sorry you are caught in the middle defending the Sanctuary of the house and your position as his slave to him, yourself, me and everyone else. I’ve stated how I see things, what I can comfortably do with … Continue reading

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the Oracle-part two

The King became increasingly preoccupied with laying in bed only to be attended by many nameless, faceless serving wenches from far and near who tripped over themselves serving steaming bowls of toenail soup, and fought among themselves for the honor … Continue reading

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Eight virtues

Self Control – It is a non-negotiable in my eyes. If you cannot control your own behavior whether you are owned or not, you need to learn how. No one is going to save you. It’s your own responsibility. Respect … Continue reading

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guidelines

The first and most important: this home is a sanctuary for all who live here.  It is safe haven.  A retreat for her and I and the children.  It cannot be any other way.  All else comes after this one… … Continue reading

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starving

crumbs tossed on the wind as bits and sound bytes in the all too fleeting nanoseconds of time hungry for a full meal cool water for parched lips tired of waiting they leave searching to be fed

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clearing the land

stripping the soil of weeds around seedlings struggling for light and water. planting new seeds in the hope of future blooms.

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personal resonsibility

There is a lot to be said about personal responsibility both in and out of the lifestyle. There is much to be said about owning our own behavior. It’s said too, the submissive (or slave or bottom) always has the … Continue reading

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once a fear

It’s funny where life takes us; the lessons it has in store for us.The very woman I feared, scorned, and resented is my roommate, mentor, trusted friend and sister. The woman I was so scared to serve and submit to; … Continue reading

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no desire

to build on what was  

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dead man talking

It isn’t position or place I seek in all of this. First or Second isn’t a goal. Neither is bigger, faster, stronger. I am big, fast and strong in my own right. Doing better? Sure. Growing.  Of course. Competition with … Continue reading

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the killing silence of the mind…..

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I want….

a barbarian at the gate; to dance with the devil in the pale moonlight.

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cycles

After three months I now find I am cycling with other women in the house.  Mother and daughter’s cycles are pretty close, and now I seem to be following my housemate’s.  While I will never start my menses again at … Continue reading

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Not…..

It is not what it appears. I understand being fallible and have empathy for the human condition as I am not always consistent with words or actions myself. At times, the dragons I thought I conquered are still dragons hiding … Continue reading

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