Category Archives: Along the Continuum

Fleshing the fat from the meat

scripted

If the script repeat over time and never deviates, is it possible it’s not a script? It’s all a matter of perspective, isn’t it? In this case, I think it’s genuine.

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feed yourself

…..when death comes like an iceberg between the shoulder blades, I want to step through the door full of curiosity, wondering; what is it going to be like, that cottage of darkness? And therefore I look upon everything as a … Continue reading

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quietly

It’s more than enough to be quietly confident in your abilities; quietly knowing who you are is more than enough for yourself and others. Those who feel the need to jump up and down and proclaim it from the rooftops … Continue reading

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it swings both ways….

If and when I am disrespected, I chose to not speak a word nor respond to the disrespectful person – matters not if blood related, friend or foe. I have no desire to associate with anyone who has issues or … Continue reading

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on jealously

It’s relatively easy to say “I’m not jealous” towards someone we consider “lesser” than ourselves.  Or, when we consider them the lesser of two or three evils. Thank goodness it’s “her”, or “them” instead of another, right?  We create non-equality … Continue reading

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emotional masochism

Some quick thoughts this morning: While I can understand emotional masochism as a form of “play” in the context of a “scene”; I cannot understand it as a constant 24/7 dynamic. While it’s true that there are many who love … Continue reading

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And when it’s over

how many time does one hear the hurtful words of denial of a relationship over many years, how little they mean to another, how they are an embarrassment to them, how ugly they are to look at; before the heart … Continue reading

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The good news

is that she doesn’t have thyroid cancer. there is no bad news….

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Today

is brought to you by the letter “C”.

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It’s my fairytale

and I’ll write it any way I damn well please….  

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acknowledgement

With my Anam Cara settling in Denver, we have been spending more and more time together.  Sometimes here at my house,  but most often at his.  Not too much time tho. Works out to be about 3-4 times a month, … Continue reading

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Being quiet

Needed to escape.  Too much chaos here for all of us.  So I loaded the car and drove to Texas to see my folks before they took off for Italy.  It was a great drive there and back. Two days … Continue reading

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Second

As I sit and reflect over the events the past few days, I am challenging myself to let go of the hurt associated with Muse’s actions towards me and my subsequent actions towards him. Yes, part of that anger/hurt stems … Continue reading

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Even when he’s not here

he’s here. My Anam Cara is in the Bay area for a few days. He is gracious enough to leave the door open, a light on and a spare key in the drawer for my use until he returns.  It’s … Continue reading

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all colors of lies

A lie, no matter the color of the lie, is never told to protect us. People lie to protect themselves and avoid perceived conflicts associated with truth telling. Lies protect the liar…

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