Category Archives: Along the Continuum

Fleshing the fat from the meat

I closed the door

with Joe today. Told him I couldn’t sleep with him. I wouldn’t sleep with him. Not now and not ever. That it had nothing to do with him. I lied and told him I had nothing to give. Not to … Continue reading

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I stopped…..&….I started

quitting smoking. Yah, me and him. It’s good to have support and company in it. We will either survive or kill each other in the process. my morning pages again instead of lamenting how I haven’t been writing. It feels … Continue reading

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I can't….

I just can’t sleep with my friend Joe. I’ve slept with many a married man. Slept with many men just because I wanted to. Because it was an experience I wanted, or it was an exercise in putting away my … Continue reading

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the landscape speaks

I offhandly remarked  the other day about my passion; the landscape and the plants speak to me. On the way home we took the scenic route I asked for….through a local park called the Garden of the Gods. I haven’t … Continue reading

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Fuckity fuck

Well,  the dog just got skunked underneath my bedroom window. Muse won’t be home for another hour. I sent text but not sure if he got it.  It can be pretty unreliable depending on where he is. oh dear….. I … Continue reading

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slowly returning

We met for coffee in the park yesterday after work.  And talked again in the manner of before I left for Hawaii.  Of examining what is and what is not, in a personal truth and honesty kind of way we … Continue reading

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Sameness and differences

What is the commonality in a “need” and a “want”? Is there commonality? Or are they two separate entities? Sure, we “need”water. We may “want” a newer car. We may “need” a newer car. Aside from the obvious….taking it out … Continue reading

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not "me"

It felt good to talk in the manner of pure friendship again….It’s something I remarked last week that I thought we had lost for good.  And although he insisted we haven’t….only that the pieces of living together had fallen on … Continue reading

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waiting

December 2008 When I looked at him the next morning and saw his downcast eyes, stumbling over words in an effort  to find a way to apologize for bringing her to the house that night and breaking our  agreement, I … Continue reading

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rains

I watched the storm swirl through yesterday.  It’s one of my favorite mind emptying Zen activities. The thunder moved back and forth across the sky like waves across the ocean.  Clouds roiled in a dark sky.  A short tornado warning … Continue reading

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Crap

I was perusing the Urban Dictionary online this morning, and randomly came across this: Writer’s Crap: Derived from ‘writer’s cramp’, writer’s crap refers to a stage when one is only capable of writing utter crap. HA! Yep, that’s how I’ve … Continue reading

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Sitting in Silence

I sat for a long time last week taking all of it into my heart.  Trying to find the source of my unease, and at the same time the place of truth, healing, and power.  Not just for me, but … Continue reading

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my inner masculine

Anjolie has a post well worth reading…it’s about dancing and the dance…where we feel comfortable leading and being led.  In it she says, …….I love a man that I can push into – not push around – but who still … Continue reading

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She didn't come with an instruction booklet

Yanno princess, you sure are beautiful. She meant to tell him how it warms her to see him take time to let his Daughter know just how special she is, not just to him, but to everyone around her.  Deserving … Continue reading

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Reiteration

I guess I have to do this again…only this time it’s not nosy, snooping girlfriends  and ex-girlfriends, it’s family. Yep this is a public blog.  But you have to search, and search pretty dammed hard with the right combination to … Continue reading

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