Category Archives: Along the Continuum

Fleshing the fat from the meat

the ground of One

So, I called this morning. Hey, how are you doing? I was just wondering how everything was going. I was going to call you later today. Translation for both of us.  Thinking about you. *smile* So we talked about places … Continue reading

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Russian Mushroom Potato Soup

Since I am alone this week, I can eat the way I need and want to.  I’m not a heavy meat eater anymore, especially after living in Hawaii.  My diet for nearly two years consisted of fish, miso, fresh fruits … Continue reading

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Writing for ourselves

Or do we cease to when we are involved with another? Does our writing subtly morph into another method of communication? Hoping in our heart of hearts they “see”? us so we don’t have to take the risk of speaking … Continue reading

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the knife & the blade

d Why are you unafraid? A shallow slice aimed at your flesh exposed in a dare. Amid my fear and frustration, helpless and blind not knowing the likes of you. Come, little one do it. Cut me now. I will … Continue reading

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Perhaps

I should try dying….. I’ll say it metaphorically but really I mean this a little more literally although but not in a strict  physical sense (so none of you get the wrong idea) Thank you Robert.  You have sparked a … Continue reading

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Engaging

Is what trips me.  I want….no, I need engaging most of the time. Not flat. Not mundane. I wonder why I bother.  Just one more chance. Maybe this time. Match, Plenty of Fish, Singlesnet, Cupid, Dating something or other site, … Continue reading

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Allowed

him peel back a layer last night him to coax me out of my head to feel him to feel me again

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Banishing Ghosts, Healing Scars and Don’t Take Anything Personally

Somewhere in the conversation, he asked if my mother meddled in my brother’s life. I felt poison and a small flash of anger rise telling him I don’t let her interfere in mine. Yah, I could feel that as it … Continue reading

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Banishing Ghosts, Healing Scars and Don't Take Anything Personally

Somewhere in the conversation he asked if my mother meddled in my brothers life. I felt poison and a small flash of anger rise telling him I don’t let her interfere in mine. Yah, I could feel that as it … Continue reading

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A date

I met him about a mile down the road for a glass of wine. Actually a glass of Peach Mead from my favorite winery here on the west slope of Colorado. All well and good but there wasn’t enough brain … Continue reading

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What are *YOU* doing here? and TMI

Soooooo……I’m not sure whether I am more amused or disturbed right now. Decided last night we should answer some couples ads on Craigslist with the hopes of getting laid that night or perhaps sometime this week. I want a 4some … Continue reading

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Offering the sword

Trusting he wouldn’t use it to shred me. He looked at it in surprise. And asked where I found it as he thought he put it away. It’s the symbolic sword, I said, as I handed it to him Looking … Continue reading

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Not asking for forgiveness

Nor do I want yours. There is nothing to forgive. Nothing. We are who we are. I got an e-mail this afternoon. I am having a hard time telling her no. I might go for a fuck date tonight. I … Continue reading

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The I'm Sorry's

There are just too many of them between us. She always said that anger is a 2ndary response and to look beyond that emotion. There is some anger…perhaps it’s just frustration…rising in me today. Have I made you that uncomfortable … Continue reading

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That's my story

What’s yours? Yah, that’s what I asked him. My ex. I was feeling a bit kind the other day. Not that I’m not kind…just that I haven’t felt amicable towards my ex. He sent along one of those silly forwards. … Continue reading

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