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Acceptance & Bisexuality

I was in 6th grade when I realized my feelings for boys were on an equal par with my feelings for girls. I liked the look of girls bodies as much as boys. Their lips, the curves and bulges. And … Continue reading

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Weight Rant

As hard as some try to loose weight, I work that hard at gaining weight. Ok I understand I’m small, petite, thin. No big deal. No monster bad body image issues. Now before y’all go saying anything like, “Oh I … Continue reading

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Privace, Solitude, Space & Living Arrangements

I realized today that for only a brief 6 months in the summer of 1978, I have only lived totally and completely alone for 11 months out of my 49+ years. Sure, I was a single parent more than once. … Continue reading

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Possessions of the Material Kind

Wondering lately how much my worldly possessions actually mean to me. Right now at this point in my life. I do not buy tons of clothes, jewelry, shoes, furniture or other stuff. It’s rare I buy things like this at … Continue reading

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Take my advise, honey…

The week ended Thursday by spending time with a few close friends and making light of a very trying week at work. Couple of well earned margs and supper. Nice, relaxing and fun to catch up a bit. We’re all … Continue reading

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We Never Really Know

Today I will confront a friend. Not any friend but my best friend of 24 years. We were pregnant together, nursed each others children, she helped deliver my youngest at home. We know each others darkest secrets, pain, fears, joys … Continue reading

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Notes to Self…truths, wants & desires

I’m clearer now and my thoughts from yesterday are more organized on a conversation about jealousy, possessiveness, independence, privacy, solitude, commitment, and where I’m at… I can’t and won’t sell myself to anyone. It’s why I have so much trouble … Continue reading

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My Journey – The Path that Leads to Nowhere

For those of you who don’t know, I am a botanist at the bottom of Pikes Peak in the Rocky Mountain foothills. Plants are my love and my life. Can’t remember a time not gardening, or hiking, or skipping school … Continue reading

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Ch-ch-ch-changes

This week turned me upside down. Over and over, rolling and tumbling… Amazing. Fuckin’ Fantastic. Wonderous. I feel like I’m coming out of a long sleep. Out of hibernation. Shaking the cobwebs loose. The sun is a bit brighter, my … Continue reading

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Another One Bites the Dust

Here’s how it generally works. Coffee. Coffee is safe. Feel like crap. Been crying off and on most of the day. Look like shit. I can put the happy face on. It’s ok. I’m uncomfortable. Nervous. Maybe it’s just my … Continue reading

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Regrets

For me, living means trying to have no regrets along the way. Being honest, treating people kindly, making the best decisions I can for me, for my family. Not lying, not cheating. I’ve talked to others about their regrets. All … Continue reading

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Over Thinking & Expectations

With a lot of trepidation my blog cherry is finally popped. No fuss, no muss…the encouragement to post this really came from the unexpected, LOL!! This was an e-mail to a friend after an ongoing conversation about expectations and hating … Continue reading

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