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Sacred Life Sunday – Friends

There comes a point in your life when you realize who matters, who never did, who won’t anymore… and who always will. So, don’t worry about people from your past, there’s a reason why they didn’t make it to your … Continue reading

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Ancient

There have been periods in my life where I’ve felt….old.    I’m not talking about feeling physically and mentally old,  or possessing emotional maturity, despite my chronological age. Wise?  No, not particularly. Learned in an intellectual sense…that’s not it either. And … Continue reading

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Equilibrium

Yep, I’m missing it.  I didn’t last year…not in the least.  Only too glad to get out of the cold weather, I left before the fall set into the Rockies where I’ve spend most of my life. I’m missing the … Continue reading

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My Cocoon

They spent the better part of the day in bed together that Sunday following the wedding.  Among rumpled sheets, mountains of pillows and endless cups of coffee they talked their darkest secrets of the past, and deepest desires of the … Continue reading

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The Condition…

You’re right of course.  What we are taught is, the “Perfect Love” has no desire for anyone else.  The “One” fills all the holes in our life.  We impose our conditions of the ‘perfect’ romance, the ‘perfect’ Love, and the … Continue reading

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The Slut in Me Doesn't Change a Thing

And it doesn’t have any bearing on anything except that sometimes, I’m in a place where things click with someone and I want to get laid.  Nothing personal, I just want to get laid. I could have hung about the … Continue reading

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Morning Pages

I thought of you this morning.  And felt a bit sad over missing you…your touch, your scent.  How much I wanted you here with me this very minute.  I’m touch starved. I’m intimacy starved.  About 2 weeks is all I … Continue reading

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Mastery Thru Accomplishment – Process & The Wagon Wheel

Since we’re talking about wagon wheels…. A friend said this on her blog the other day and it’s really stuck with me, I keep thinking that ‘truth’ is like a wagon-wheel – the view is different toward the hub, from … Continue reading

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Monsters Under My Bed

It’s rare when I don’t sleep soundly.  Little wakes me anymore.  Gone are the days of sleeping with one eye open listening for restless and sick babies and then driving teens making back home safely again.  Oh, occasionally I have … Continue reading

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The 4th Channel

That’s the crux of it…I’m looking for that deep, 4 channel experience with another.  For complete surrender with another.  I’m close…but it’s not automatic.  I’m still guarded.

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non monogomy

We talked about my date who is married but bailed because of some last minute changes….these conversations always seem to morph into something completely different…. guess I still have some issues with being comfortable in it all. I rarely copy … Continue reading

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Vanishing Point

Mother moon rises lazily, shimmering silver in the eastern sky high above blinking city lights…glittering hotels. Stretched out on a deserted beach, the cool sand quickly absorbs my heat. Hustle and bustle fades to the background as I tune to … Continue reading

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All you need

I can’t think of anyone who made happier music than these 4. Have a Happy Monday. Don’t forget to Love and BE Love. It really does make the world go ’round.

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Practicing what you preach

We’ve talked a lot the past week, he and I…my Colorado muse.  Allowing me to vent my fears, and at the same time going to great lengths to soothe my increasing angst.  I’m walking a line between freaking and being … Continue reading

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Mastery through Accomplishment – Patterns

The past few days, I’ve become acutely aware of my internal dialog and re-action when dealing with major decision making.  I’m allowing this move and my perception of “what could”, get in the way of feeling at ease with it … Continue reading

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