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Lost the Bet

Less than two weeks for it to blow up again. He took the day off work yesterday so we could finish the car.  And we did. Runs like a champ.  What a great job.  I am so grateful for all … Continue reading

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Full House

Dangit That will cost you your pants.  No, your shirt.  I want to see your tits. Oh fine. *sticks out tongue* We all win when we cease to place value *on* winning.   *winks*

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Raging Bitchiness

Good god I feel like I have been pulled into the vortex of Raging Bitchiness, with others demands, meanness, hurt feelings, yada yada yada. What the fuck? I haven’t been this stressed since I was asked to become friends with … Continue reading

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Where does my Truth reside?

I was over reading Molly at Destination the Journey this morning trying to catch up a bit. Her post struck me like a thunderbolt.  All of it is applicable right now.  It’s something I need to revisti as well.  But … Continue reading

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Comfortable

Are you comfortable here? No not really. I’m trying to not overstep boundaries. What kind of boundaries?  In the house or personal? Both. The personal boundaries are secondary right now.  I just don’t know what they are. But, I don’t … Continue reading

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This Blog

Seems that this blog has taken a turn and is replacing my personal journal. Something I haven’t done in about two months. It’s not a shift I’m sure I particularly like. But since it’s serving a purpose I’m going to … Continue reading

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There's so much

emotional and intellectual intimacy between us.  Always has been. It’s the major strength of our relationship. It’s what makes us so comfortable around each other. I am just having a hard time reconciling obvious loving hugs, the time he takes … Continue reading

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Balance

It was the Zen card I pulled before yoga yesterday.  Particularly applicable given my current situation as well as the conversation in the car with my longtime friend, Chris. Amusing to hear her feeding my words back to me about … Continue reading

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Protected: Guilt revisited

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New Rules

No talking after 10:30. *laughing* We haven’t been to bed before midnight since I got here last week. My gawd.  Can two people actually talk that friggin’ much about everything and anything?  Avionics, fluid dynamics, triggers in relationships, world hunger, … Continue reading

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Not gonna do it

After supper and getting his children (7 & 5) to be we relaxed on the couch and watched, No Country for Old Men.  It was much better than I thought.  A bit gruesome but good all the same.  I don’t … Continue reading

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Arson & the Death Penalty

The man convicted of setting California Wildfires was sentenced to death for arson resulting in the death of 5 Firefighters ages 20-27 and 43. I’m confused at my own reaction. I do not support the death penalty. However, I walked … Continue reading

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Emotionally Fragile

Yeah that’s how I feel. Transparent. An ultra thin piece of hand blown glass; the slightest jarring will cause me to shatter. Filled with tears of frustration.  My own, I know. I slept on the couch last night. It felt … Continue reading

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I just don't know what to think

so I guess I won’t…………. Long journey, car late out of Hawaii, overdosed my self on alcohol (which I rarely do but did anyway stupid girl), drove the Pacific Coast Highway for a few hundred miles, stayed in a darling … Continue reading

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