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I run with knives

inside

your hand on my back pressing hard. burning, crawling under my skin. inside my soul demanding; do NOT fight ME. felt, heard, obeyed. exhale release….

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where it stands

i don’t figure in this at all. she doesn’t owe me anything. not kindness, not politeness, nothing whatsoever no matter what he says it will breed resentment to mention it to give her punishment for not calling no matter what … Continue reading

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notes to self

I don’t have to go far to find what I seek; it’s always existed right in front of me…

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what I did on my summer vacation

is the answer to your question about my personal growth: The catalyst was you laying a belt on my ass about a year ago with perfect precision to change my perception of reality. And although you didn’t like the re-action … Continue reading

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it’s all theory

regardless of outcome…….

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searching

Searching for Grace today; Grace to accept I tried to lay blame for my own choices to accommodate another when it didn’t work as planned; as I expected and wanted. Grace to accept I acted out of a selfish need … Continue reading

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on the blackboard

Believe what anyone says, only what they do. Don’t believe what anyone says, only what they do. Don’t believe what anyone says, only what they do. Don’t believe what anyone says, only what they do. Don’t believe what anyone says, … Continue reading

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nervousness

Trying to calm the nervousness pushing its way to the forefront this morning. Fear and uncertainty over not knowing what to expect is the seed….

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changes

Just when I come around and accept things the way they are; just when I get all comfortable with it, it changes. Again. He who cannot be named forbid her to have any communication with me just before I left … Continue reading

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morning thoughts

Most of the time, it’s this: The hurt little girl is too scared to let go. How can I be submissive except in those rare, fleeting moments, if I cannot release the hurt little girl? How can I come from … Continue reading

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I asked,

What am I doing? I answered: Standing for what I believe…..

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answer

So prop the gate open, silly girl…….. “…when you are convinced that all the exits are blocked, either you take to believing in miracles or you stand still like the hummingbird. The miracle is that the honey is always there, … Continue reading

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morning ponder

How? to keep the rusty, iron gate from shutting me both in and out of where I need to go….

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the thorn

It poked at you that day, didn’t it? A thorn working slowly into your flesh. Watching Me. Bound. Helpless. Yielding. Vulnerable. Fuel for my nature. It churned in your mind. Insidiously consumed you, shed the veil of pretense. Fuel for … Continue reading

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notes to self

Stop thinking about meaning and go with whatever happens, as it happens…

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